I hear you were going to do something crazy tonight, and I felt the need to join in. I’m on my way and you call me. And no it wasn’t who everyone thought it was, it was someone far from the normal names that usually come out of my mouth. Anyways, you’ve called me, and I’ve missed the call. I call you right back, and somehow you’ve already managed to answer it. You talking away and I haven’t even gotten the phone to my face. Your mumbling, and all I can here is the yearning in your voice. You want something, you are lonely. I tell you I’m on my way to go explore an old haunted library down 7th Street and you tell me that your willing to come and save me if I ever needed you. I laughed, and told you I wasn’t going to play these games with the straight boys anymore. I’m done. Just like someone else I’ve liked, you too have a girlfriend. “we broke up today. On Valentines day.” my mouth dropped and I lost all control of where I was trying to get to on the road. “I saw you today for a split second, but that second will forever be engraved in my brain. I watched you. You were so inside yourself. So thoughtful of your every move. Your personality describes nothing about how you truly are inside. I remember watching you today, and thinking Haley’s Comet had just passed me and I was the only one who saw it. Your mysterious in your thought, unlike anyone I’ve ever seen. You pretend to feel fine but sometime I can see it writen On your face. I don’t love her, I love you.”
I couldn’t breathe and I hung up. I needed time to breathe. Her comes my punishment. Breaking up a couple, and now having someone confess their gay for ME.
I meet up with everyone at the library.
We go in, and I start entering a different state of mind
One that I can’t explain. I was somewhere else. Being wanted and I could feel the want talking me. Finally after no success we get back to our cars. I decide to pee, Nd turn to face the library while everyone else walks to the field to go to their car. After a few seconds of quietness, I turn around and there you are waiting by my car.
“I told you I wanted you. I told you I would come. I wish I understood why you hung up, and I understand that Daniel has played with your emotions and left you dead ended, I’m not going to play you, I want to love you.” I walk closer And I notice my cars gone. He tells me that they took my car, and left me for him. I begin to cry and I can’t think straight. I’ve always wanted this.