December 2011
72 posts
So funny. That we both want the same things, we can’t see the beauty in ourselves, but we see everything perfect in each other, but just to scared to announce it.
nic0tine-kisses:
Minor Improvement.
Went back to Dallas today with Nonnie and Paul to retrieve some Christmas presents I wanted. The whole mission of the trip was to get jeans or pants: That actually fit. And having already gone to the stores before hand to try on pants, and having a terrible experience (same sizes ended up fitting differently, and nothing fit the way I wanted them too. Just so not happy with my body that day.) I...
Highs and Lows
As if grass grew in frozen time, you’d be the catalyst to it undefined thirst.
Captured in a time that never happened, your place still creates such a mystery in my mind.
Alphabets spell you name, but your beauty give it a reason.
High. Like the rise to your demise.
Can’t feel any difference, only change is in my mind.
Well Shucks.
What do you do when something that you’ve worked so hard at ends up not being good enough to who it matters.
I didn’t get a call back for the singing Nordan Scholarship. And right now I feel like I’m the worst singer. And to be honest, I didn’t ever really want to go to school for music. It’s a nice hobby, but I don’t want to be a teacher or a preformer.
But...
Ever since I can remember, I’ve set these standards for myself. Some that are too extreme to even comprehend, but, somehow, in my mind they make sense.
Right now. I’m looking in the mirror. And all I can do is keep looking, hoping something will change.
But nothing should. I’m perfect.
I often find myself twirling my hair.....
but only when I’m in deep thought.
Yeah, and Grass Itches
The sky is flipped, and my back is pressed to the ground.
I remember the one day I was taken to the Botanical Gardens near my birthday with a boy I thought was going to be the one to take all I had to give.
This was also the day that I realized I could never love him. I was so alone in a garden of beautiful organic plants. All I remember is looking him in the eyes, and seeing the man I told...
Sugarplum to Come
Sugarplum, so sweet and ripe. Your fruity smell fills the air around me. My mouth waters, and my tongue tingles slightly.
You’re a rich color of burgundy. A slight red tint when the sun glistens upon your round curvature. Reminiscent of my blushing cheeks when you make me laugh.
Your first touch to my lips is the same time and time again. Crisp and hard to grasp at first, but once...
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Ouch.
Just Bounce.
If you can’t offer me something, then you can see your way out.
The human is a selfish creature. I’m only selfless to those that are qualified.
Bounce. Deuces.
✌ yo.
& all I really wanted to know, is that if and when I move to Austin that I would at least have something left in you to love.
looks like I can’t even get your love while you’re here.
Well. Looks like I’m going to be going to college on a fresh slate. No one to know my face, and no one to be in my heart.
So, here’s to my independence speech.
Kiss my ass once, and...
Dear Universe,
Give me some dreams that are mischievous.
Give me a dream that I’ll remember for the rest of my life. Not bad though. Good.
A fresh, lovely, enjoyable time, while I sleep with my hair up in the turban.
I’ve been in desperate need of good dreams lately.
brace yourself. this rat is eating it's way...
A magnitude of a positive outlook on life alters my thought process for the time being. I believe in a joyous life when I picture myself with someone.
Believe it or not, I actually spent a couple of these occupant nights thinking about what it is I truly yearn for. My poor little adolescent mind has so many boundaries in my thinking, that my soul and heart can’t expand anymore. Where do I...
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