January 2011
81 posts
Love
What the fuck is it. How do you fall into something that isn’t made of elements. And how can I prepare to get ready for that long trip.
Oh fuck. tomorrows blog is going to be as vast as the universe.
Never underestimate my mind power.
I can figure you out faster than you can say “mom”.
Because boy, you’re gonna need her when I’m done with you.
I hate making myself so vulnerable.
But I know that not trusting you could ruin what we have.
I’m scared.
I am so free. No anxiety. I had a xanax
I need a doctor.
New Job
On my way to work :)
For some reason I am far more excited to go to work that I EVER was to go to American Eagle.
:))
You are now stuck in my head. Which is not a good thing.
I twist, I lie to myself, I make myself believe whatever. I over analyze and I start to worry.
You exclaim to me that I have nothing to worry. But that is simply what I do best. I save myself A LOT of pain, a lot of heart break. But with you it’s different. I almost want to believe that you are being true, and I want to let down with...
Got a Job.
yes. :)
Today is one of those days where everything works its self out.
It’s amazing how things can just happen in perfect alinement.
Oh, and my grandma is getting married. <3
ready to scratch my name into the fabric of this world
Tired:
Of…
Homework
wanna fuck me? to bad, that’s homework’s job.
-____-, FUCK.
You drove to me, just spend 30 seconds giving me a goodnight kiss. That’s when I know that you have great potential. My night is complete. Sweetest thing a guy has done for me in a while :)
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Today you told me what I wanted to hear. You told me that you weren’t searching anymore. You essentially told me that you didn’t have to look, because you liked me “a lot”. It felt good to know that I was slowly winning you into my understanding.
It can only get rougher, or better from here. Thus far, it’s been great.
Proclaim,
I love how people personal proclaim that they are a challange, and that you won’t figure them out.
Psh, please babycakes. With as much time on my hand and with a brain capable of analyzing several outcomes of EVERY situation possible, I’ve got you figured out to a point.
And the funny part is. That I don’t claim myself to be “Complex” but I figure you out in 3...
